Things in life, always haPPen for a reason, whether being arranged intentionally or not. I have always never been able to learn anything from occassions in life where I can’t get what I want. Maybe, life has always been too smooth for me that I can’t really stand those bumPy rides along the road, where I’ll just get off the car as soon as the road gets bumPy. I just didn’t realize that I’m still on the same road, going to the same destination, just that I’m walking instead of riding on a car, which makes me even slower.

She came into my life for a reason, and I believe, I need to embrace the reason, which I still don’t know by now why it has haPPened. I would have been married or at least getting ready to get married… And now it seems I’ve really messed uP myself. I’m not gonna get off the ride this time. No matter what.

For all my friends and family, I will still rise uP from any falls. Don’t worry. I know things always haPPen for a reason. Just give me time. I need more time, and understanding.