It’s been 24hrs since the last time. Just a mere 24 little hours, and I’m starting to miss the time we had already. I know we don’t have much. I know we never had much. But I hope we WILL have more for the days to come.

I’m not desperate. I’m not in a hurry. I just wanna do things right, which for the fact, I may never have been doing things right all these while. Everyday, we just try so hard to wait and hope for that moment to come, longing for it, but when it comes, we just always tend to screw it up one way or another, don’t we? I’m sure lots of other people will agree with me. But this feeling of longing, I can’t really quite explain it, when in fact I’m the one suggesting to take it slow and steady. Really hate this feeling which is tearing me apart. Extra dosages of a-Phenyl-2-piperidineacetic acid methyl ester hydrochloride have not been able to keep this feeling of longing at bay.

To me, yesterday was amazingly pleasant. I don’t know why I’d rate it that way. But the feeling was just like, we connected! Just like hearing the connection handshaking noise from a modem or maybe that’s just me. It would be safe to say that because of this that it further reaffirms my longing.

Well for all of those who find my blog post a bit boring and hard to understand, I’m very sorry but this might very well mean that you are not the intended viewer They are really meant for those intended eyes only.