Really getting a little bit impressed with myself lately actually. Just don’t know where the hell I went or what the hell I read/saw that made me come up with such a zen-like motto: Doing Nothing is Doing Something.

Can someone else help me out with this one? I really don’t know how to explain myself on this. I just know how to DO it. Well obviously doing nothing is not really that hard right? Yeah you wish. The more you try to do something to make a change, the more you feel the complexity of staying put and not doing anything. Why the hell are things not as easy as they say they are huh?

Well I tried doing something about the situation. But there’s just not much that I can do. Things just eventually go south everytime. It’s just logical and understandable to come to a conclusion where doing nothing right now would be the best of the "somethings" that I can do about the situation. I just hope she will understand what I hope for her to understand, even if it’s eventually.

For everything thing in life which reminds me of her, for every ocassion that I think of her, I would just wish her well in all her ordeals, and try to be around whenever she needs me, while doing nothing.