I just can’t stop smiling.

Now I’m not a quiet person. Actually, I really like to talk, a lot, any topics. Those who know me well will know that. But I realized, whenever I’m around her, I just don’t talk. It was as if words loose their meanings in front of her. She’s all that has meaning. Everything around just blurred away. In the car, lining up for getting movie bites, walking out of the theatre, walking to the car, we just really never talked much. But, everything just felt right and comfortable, where everything seems to be where they should be.

I never felt like talking anything more to let her understand and know that I really mean it.

I may look like an idiot, but I just can’t help it, I just can’t stop smiling.

It’s love… it’s her, I guess.

刚才去吃了很好吃的福建面。回家途中一直在想东西。许多念头不自禁在脑里打转。想到了戒、想到了瘾、想到了你，霎时很想把感觉都部落起来。

听着你烧录给我的歌，我把车停好了。歌还在播着，心已经飞到部落去了。踏出车，突然呆了。我竟然忘了要部落什么了！顿时心情有如失去意义，竟然忘了你的事情！我不停思索、不停想着。坐、立、走、跑、看、想、听、吃、喝都没做，记忆突然有曙光，记起了！难熬的心情终于有了着落。

此时失而复得，让我想起Leona Lewis的那首歌，Yesterday。任时间、任未来、任命运、任注定都拿走了我们以后有的一切可能，它们永远都不能拿走我们的昨天、我们的回忆。

如果有一天，我患了老人痴呆，记忆都没了，失而永不复得了，请你，别让我再让痛苦地活着，就是最好的仁慈了。