3 months since the last post, not sure if any one misses me but yeah I’m on a new job for 3 months already. Took quite some effort to get myself confirmed on the job passing the probation.

This new job is like a consultant+programmer hybrid, with more similarities to a consultant than a programmer. And trust me, everyone, well almost everyone, is a PRODIGY. Everyone’s unbelievably smart. I’m not a prodigy but I like this job, this company and its working culture very very much. So since the beginning, I’ve prepared myself to give at least a 200% effort. So those who always hang out with me, sorry guys and gals, I don’t mean to always ffk.

One thing though, it seems that my life is “stuck”. Stagnant. Flat lined. Dull. Average Joe. Whichever term you choose, I guess it pretty much says it all. Some other things, which I don’t wanna pen it down here, has happened lately in my life which has inevitably lead my life to this point. I don’t know how exactly I can pull myself out of this bottleneck period as it seems no matter what I do, I feel so demotivated. Not feeling like going out, not feeling like going on a trip, not feeling like hanging out with friends. I’m stuck. Just wanna sit at home and do nothing. This is really bad especially for someone who’s as outgoing as me. Never really realized this trend until one day I turned down 3 yam cha sessions in a day.

Hmm… maybe if my friends would keep on inviting me to outings and yam cha sessions and hang outs then one day I would heal? Well I’m not even sure if I have such friends. No offence ya guys and gals!
Oooh still at office now, damn bz damn tired… wanna go home…